domingo, 29 de junho de 2008

Ainda não me pesei. Me pesarei semana que vem.
Ia ser hoje, mas ontem, fiz a besteira de comer um pouco de amendoim. Sexta eu fui a uma festa e não comi nada, só bebi msmo.
Mas chega desse assunto, chega da lamentar, não gosto desses post "diarinho" o que eu comi e o que não comi.

Eu fico impressionada como as pessoas são falsas. Elas vivem falando pra mim "nossa nina, como você tá magra", as amigas da minha mãe comentam pra ela a mesma coisa sobre mim. Ok, talvez elas até pensem isso. Mas, se uma menina muito magra engordar 4 kilos e continuar magra, todo mundo vai falar "nossa, como fulana tá gorda". Tudo depende do referencial, que no caso, é você mesma e é claro, as pessoas em sua volta.

Não sei muito o que falar. Não vejo a hora de férias, não aguento mais a escola e todas essas coisas. Não vejo a hora do ano que vem chegar, universidade e tal. Isso é, se eu passar no vest, mas eu sei que vou :)



Anyway, vou estudar.

6 comentários:

Bélla Paranoid disse...

Oii amor! Não ligue pelas pessoas. São falsas mesmo, mas e dai?! Seja falsa com elas também. aushaushauhs ;P
Aii força. Beijinhos*

Anônimo disse...

Isso é verdade.. o povo fala mesmo.. afss
não aguento essa falsidade, agora põe um shortinho tando um pouquinho acima do peso pra vc ver..
=x
Mais vamos mostrar pra todo mundo que a gente pooode!

Beijos e força!

Menina d'Luxo disse...

Ola amiga,
que saudades que eu tinha de ti.
Sei como é isso .. entendo-te bem.

Forcinha e bjhos na pontinha do nariz.

desconhecida disse...

oi!!!
verdade isso q disse!!pessoas sao falsas qt a gordura msm!!!sei muito bem o q é isso..mas n liga pra isso ok???
bjus e força sempre

Anônimo disse...

pô 54kgs? quanto de altura vc tem? ao menos que vc tenha 180cm, acho que vc ta gorda pra caralho.
Desculpa mas tenho anorexia a 12 anos e antes da anorexia eu pesava 47kgs com 170cm de altura, era uma adolescente já magra, parei de comer por problemas de familia e abuso sexual, queria desaparecer, tudo estava fora de controle. Depois da anorexia o meu peso mais baixo foi 32kgs e quase morri. Vc deveria sair dessa enquanto ainda pode, convenhamos vc tah muita gorda pra se dizer anorexica e nunca vai ficar realmente magra se continuar comendo o que come. Alias ja notei que hoje em dia essas meninas tudo com o bundao e peitao ficam dizendo que tem anorexia soh porque perdeu uns quilinhos. Anorexia mesmo eh vc nao conseguir nem dormir de tanta dor nos ossos, sentir frio pra caralho no maior verao por falta de gordura no corpo, perder cabelo, ter infeccao na pele porque fica muito ressecada, ver os dentes se quebrando por falta de calcio e vitaminas, ficar desmaiando, ter seu coracao disparando sem razao, ter convulsoes e muito mais. Alem de tudo vc fica feia mesmo, parece um esqueleto soh que vc nao ve. Anorexia eh algo que qd vc tem, vc raramente consegue se livrar e ser curada. Parar de comer, estraga seu intestino tanto q qd um dia vc eh internada com sonda no nariz e qd vc tenta voltar a se alimentar, infelizmente seu intestino jah nem aceita mais nada, vc ou vomita ou tem diarreia, a barriga fica grande, seu corpo fica cheio de agua e muito mais.
garota, entenda q vc tah brincando com fogo. FAca um blog de anorexia qd vc realmene for anorexica. Anorexica nao come amendoim nao, nem pesa tanto como vc pesa. Alias sao ridiculas vcs que se fingem anorexicas sem serem. Vcs que acham que vai ficar com corpo de modelo. Ahaha anorexicas de verdade sao realmente magras, modelos sao gordas em comparaçao.sera q vc sabe o que ana te traz? te tira tudo na vida e nao importa se a balanca mostra 00kgs, vc se olha no espelho imensa mesmo assim. Sei disso pq anorexia me acompanha a 12 anos. Nao entre nessa, coma o que vc quer pq vc nunca vai ser boa o bastante. Boa sorte
http://youtube.com/watch?v=VS2mfWDryPE
http://youtube.com/watch?v=94c43AlwLKo
http://youtube.com/watch?v=stH-LRTjEC0

Anônimo disse...

ah esqueci, pessoas como vc ou seja uma "wannarexic" (wannabe anorexic), crashdieter, apenas atrapalham reais anorexicas. Vou colocar o texto aqui, tomara que vc entenda ingles, mas resumindo, ter anorexia nao faz ninguem bonito ou popular com os garotos, pelo contrario rouba sua beleza e te torna uma pessoa sozinha. Boa sorte


"So, how are wannarexics skewing the general population's view of anorexia and other eating disorders? Have a look:

Myth 1: Anorexics are all shallow, stupid, spoiled brats who starve themselves to be attractive.
How wannarexics perpetuate this myth: You plaster your journals and websites with pictures of beautiful women, you make icons with idiotic catchphrases like "Anorexia makes girls pretty" (this is from an actual icon I saw), you state that your "anorexia" is going to make you pretty, popular and a hit with the guys, etc. The reality is, most anorexics DON'T do it because they want to look good. Many do it for the opposite reason -- they've been sexually abused in the past and fear being harmed again, so they sabotage their looks by starving off their breasts, hips, ass, etc. Anorexia is an addiction, a phobia, a coping mechanism, a means of feeling in control and a form of self harm. It's NOT about being pretty.

Myth 2: Anorexics choose to be this way, and can stop any time they wish.
How wannarexics perpetuate this myth: By saying you're "just starting with ana", that anorexia is a lifestyle choice, and claiming to be "taking a break from ana" for the weekend, you give people the impression that anorexics choose to do this to themselves. That they have to force themselves to starve. The reality is that anorexics cannot control their fear of food, weight gain, and losing control. They have to force themselves to EAT, not to starve. If you are in total control of your diet and the way you perceive it, regardless of how little you're eating, you are a CRASH-DIETER, not anorexic. As well, an anorexic cannot take a break from their illness. A schizophrenic wouldn't say, "Hey, I think I'll take a break from this mind-control delusion I'm having for my birthday", would they? Recovery isn't just a matter of deciding to start eating again -- it's a long, slow and often painful process. Most anorexics never fully recover from their illness.

Myth 3: Anorexics are ignorant about how the human body works or are too stupid to know how to lose weight properly.
How wannarexics perpetuate this myth: Your clear ignorance of how the human body works is the major cause of this. You people don't seem to realize how your metabolism and digestive system work. You fail to realize that you burn over a thousand calories a day just keeping your body alive, and post "intake/outtake" entries (hint: If you eat 600 calories in a day and exercise off 500 calories, your daily intake does not become 100 calories -- your BMR, which is the minimum number of calories need to keep the body alive, is probably between 1100-1500, meaning that you probably need around 2000 calories to maintain your current weight; ergo, you shouldn't be eating less than 1200 or so calories, or else you risk SERIOUS health effects, many of which could very well kill you before you ever reach your "GW") to reflect this. You also don't seem to understand that a healthy diet can work, if you'll STICK TO IT. Stop making excuses, start eating well and exercising, and you'll lose weight -- amazing, isn't it? And btw, you DON'T have a poor metabolism -- most overweight people actually have a faster metabolism than slim people. Stop making excuses for yourself. Anyway, back to the main purpose of this entry. Anorexics generally know a lot about nutrition, metabolic processes and how their body works. They spend so much time obsessing over food and weight loss that they end up learning enough to rival many nutritionists. I've yet to meet a single ED sufferer who didn't have a basic understanding of the relationship between their body and food.

Myth 4: Anorexics are selfish and don't give a damn about other people.
How wannarexics perpetuate this myth: You go around, telling each other to "stay strong" in the hope that they'll subscribe to you and somehow that'll make you lose more weight. If you honestly cared about each other, you wouldn't be engaging in fasting competitions, encouraging one another to lose more weight and harm themselves through starvation. Friends don't help friends kill themselves. In reality, most anorexics are compassionate, loving people who will stop at nothing to make sure their friends are okay.

How does spreading these misconceptions hurt anorexics?
* Being called stupid and shallow due to your eating disorder hurts.
* People don't take anorexia as seriously if they think it's a choice and not a mental illness.
* Even some doctors believe these myths, which leads to improper medical treatment for the sufferer.
* If that person you're chatting with actually has an eating disorder, going on a fast with them could be endangering their life.
* Someone could very well die after following one of the "tips" you post on your sites. Do you want that on your conscience, assuming you have one?

... plus a ton of other reasons I had, that are slipping my mind at the moment.

I have a billion other items I could add to this list, but I'm in need of a nap. I might add to this tomorrow. For now, please feel free to NOT make light of a serious mental illness. This disease is killing people, including some very good friends of mine. You have no idea how offensive it is to see you morons turning it into a game. Just fucking stop it already. "

http://www.xanga.com/nonemorepessimistic/653685924/item.html